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And you pray everyday for the pain to go away but it never did ♥


Tuesday, October 1, 2013

So i'm back, after a million years (':

When someone says they love you, they don't just dump you aside. They actually stick by you. But then, worthless people gets no one, i guess. They're the people, that others go to, when they've no one. They're the people, that others dump when they have better options. 

Why? Simple. Because you're worthless. You mean something to 'em, but not quite enough for 'em to put you above their needs & wants. You became an option because you love these people too much to tell 'em to leave, or leave 'em.

I hate it when i'm tryna tell you something & you go bout yourself. Yeah, i'm a hypocrite. It's fine. I'm used to keeping things to myself, cause no one wna listens to me. Often crying alone, because no one actually gives a fuck.

Well, thats life, you either mean something to people or become utterly & totally worthless to everyone. Guess i'm the unlucky ones.

Its sad when someone tells you that you mean something to 'em, that you're worth something. And you believe 'em. You put your utter faith in 'em thinking they'd be worth it, thinking they wouldn't break you like everyone else did. But the truth is, everyone does it. 

Whats sadder is, the person who you had utter faith in, wouldnt do this to you, did it. And you have no idea what to do because you're so hurt. You just let it happen because too many people treated you this way, like you're utterly worthless.

Maybe someday, i'll truly believe i'm worthless & stop having expectations for myself. Its not like anyone puts me above 'em. Its not like anyone would rush down to my house while i'm crying if its exam periods. Its not like anyone's gna stay up till 3 because i'm crying. Its not like anyone cares.

Well, the fact i'm ranting is because of limelight. You was suppose to go with me. But because your friend wanted to go, i'm replaced? Whats worse is, you decided to go without me. You didn't even offered to go with me. Instead you just go like 'i'm so sorry this happened to you. But i'm still going with 'em despite just bringing your hopes up and crushing 'em.' Ha ha ha. Its like, i would never do this to you. But in a blink of an eye, you did it. Without thinking of my feelings. You did it.

Well done, bring my hopes up and crushed without a second thought. Congrats, you broke me.

They say they wouldn't leave
But they still did


Cheryl Baby'Piglet ♥

Don't underestimate the amount of pain someone must be in to drag a blade across their skin
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal
Love leaves a memory no one can steal

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The Past ♥

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