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And you pray everyday for the pain to go away but it never did ♥


Sunday, May 5, 2013

So apparently, it's 5am & I'm still awake here?

Yup, completely insane already. So I've been thinking bout things.. 

I wouldn't blame you for walking away

No I wouldn't. 

I realise what a damn horrible girlfriend I am. I just get so annoyed at you so easily & you're always giving in to me like I'm some queen. But I'm not.. I'm always pushing you away but you've never given up on me. 

What will it take to show you that you're too damn good for me? No, how long more before you realise you could do much better?

I keep telling myself that I want to be good enough for you. For you to be proud of me & iloveyou so much.

I can't blog much cause my heart's hurting but still. 

I'm afraid, terrified for the day you realise I'm not good enough for you & I can never ever be good enough for you. 

You deserve so much more, baby. I wish you can see that

They say they wouldn't leave
But they still did


Cheryl Baby'Piglet ♥

Don't underestimate the amount of pain someone must be in to drag a blade across their skin
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal
Love leaves a memory no one can steal

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The Past ♥

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