Haven't blogged in sucha long time.
But right now, I've no one. No one to go to when I'm sad. I'm all alone.
'Iloveyou'
Do you? Or is it a lie just like what everyone say?
Would you love me even if the whole world dislike me? Would you be my side if everyone kick me away? Would you?
Or would you leave like everyone else. Stand by the side & watch everyone laugh at me.
What would you do?
Running into the room, you see her pretty little body crumpled up, cuts all over, bleeding badly. She no longer has a pulse. She's gone.
My wish has been the same since last year. I just want to be happy, I just want to be loved.
Running my fingers past my scars, I can see every scar. I can remember what happen.
Please tell me, why do you love me?
Too broken to be loved.
One, two, three, blood dripping one by one.
'Baby, I thought you made a promise to not cut.'
I'm trying my best to not break that promise. But it's fucking killing me.
Never fucking good enough
Tried so hard, studied so hard. But apparently, there's no difference. I'm fucking dumb. Nothing but dumb. What can I do right? nothing. fml. Fucking dumb worthless piece of shit. Good for nothing.
She said goodbye. She meant it. She's gone & lost forever now.