I wish I never met you.
I'm always falling for the people who never care & pushing away people who actually cares.
It hurts. But then, I don't know what else to do.
Honestly, I wasn't even hurt. Cause I expected it. I expected you to leave me. I expected you to choose someone else. I really expected it.
I don't know how or why, but I always seem to know when someone's gna leave. And I'll leave the person alone. Maybe, I'm just waiting. Just waiting to see if they'd really leave.
I remember those times, I believed so strongly they wouldn't & when the vibe come & they really left, how broken I was... I remember.
I remember crying till daylight. I remember not being able to look at the person. I remember cutting everyday. I remember being so stressed out I wanted to scream.
The problem was I didn't expect you to left. I didn't believe you would. I thought you'd be the one to stay.
I remember clearly, who are the ones who I believed so strongly who wouldn't leave. I really remember.
I'm determined. I'm determined not to get into another relationship anymore. Till I'm like older. Like maybe, idk, 18? Hahaha. Maybe..
I know my heart would do the damn opposite when someone who I like ask me to be their girlfriend. I hate how people ask for relationships nowadays.
'Want stead?'
Um, no, if you ask that way.
Why can't they be all sweet & everything like in movies ): Whyyyyy.
Don't we all wish for fairytales to happen.