Think I'm gna change my URL & not tell anyone this time. Serious.
What's the point of even telling anyone? No one cares. And I'd feel better blogging too. Maybe I'd just private this blog. (:
Friendships? Oh. I gave up on that.
Gna force myself to not care bout anyone anymore. Cause caring means getting hurt. And Idw to get hurt anymore. Gna stop caring bout everyone. I'm sorry.
Maybe I'd become a major bitch. But I don't care. Idw to go back the same path ever again,
I hate flashbacks. They hurt so so much.
I sleep beside my sister. So I've to cry silently to sleep every freaking day. It hurts so much...
Honestly, I don't feel like blogging anymore. It used to be able to take away the stress. But it isn't now. Cutting keeps creeping into my mind. And I can't stop thinking bout it.... I can't.
What for care bout people? They don't care. Why do you?