So had maths paper today.
It was rather easy & I was able to do everything. But I'm honestly not sure if I'll get an A. I'm scare I'd not get an A1. It'd be so hurtful..
Can't seem to concentrate on history. Gna start at 7.30 till 10. There's still so long but I think sucha long time to memorize stuff.... ):
It's disappointing its you who hurt me.
Yea.. It's honestly damn hurting. Even though I won't give up on this friendship. But sometimes.. It's just so tiring and frustrating.
If you dw to be friends with me, it's okay. If you dw to hang out with me, it's okay.
One day, we might not be friends anymore. One day, we might even become strangers with memories. One day we're gna drift. And once that one day come, we can't do anything but let go.
Let's say goodbye.
Is life & friendship meant to be like this? I doubt 100 years ago, life's like that. I doubt people backstabbed each other so easily. But then, maybe backstabbing is human nature.
Is the world meant to be like this? So much judgement, so much cruelty, so much sadness. I don't like it.
Everyone's judging one another. Friends going against one another.
And people often wonder why everyone's so judgemental.
People say depression is just a attention seeking lie.
I'm sorry, honeys. But it's not.
Depression is a disease. It's like being tortured. It's one thing leading to another. And what causes it? Humans.
So humans causes each other to get diseases. & this is not some normal disease that can be cured. We can say 'Get over it & be happy' and that person is gna be happy. No, it doesn't work like that. In fact, it's so so cruel.
Despite everyone saying to stop judging, it's not gna happen. No matter what. Everyone would still judge, suicide would still happen, depression will still exist.
No one tell someone with cancer to just get over it, it's just cancer. Depression is a disease too.
