I think some other people knows my blog. Idk. Saw my stats. My blog was viewed 7 freaking times ytd. Daniella visits my blog twice a day, Trevor visited my blog once ytd. Then who's the other 4 times? Stalkers. LOL

Today's sucha bad day. Seriously. Teared in class, come home also teared. My eyes think very cool, everytime only know only cry.

Went to macs with PeiZhen & KeXin instead cause idk, I didn't feel like going to Tmart anymore.

I wonder if Daniella's reading this. Hey Daniella, read my letter to you alr? (: Haha. I miss you.

Daniella's the one that never left me when everyone left. Love you babe <3 When are you gna blog? I'm blogging more often now yknow. (; So blog, bitch. I stalk your blog too okay.

I keep going out of topic & going to talk bout Daniella. Whattt.

Was moody during maths. Can't stand it.. The jealousy. Gosh. I must be the worse friend in the world. The very worse (: Maybe I don't even deserve to have friends. Maybe that's why everyone left me. Ugh, I've to stop..

I hate being alone, cause that's why the voices are the loudest. I mean, normally I can hear it sometimes but it isn't that loud. But today.. Woah. Woah. Seriously. Loudest in like this week.

When I was walking home, it seriously screamed. Gosh.

'What did I tell you, dear? You'll never be good enough for anyone. That's why people laugh at you, people leave you, people insult you. That's why no one loves you. That's why you're so pathetic. You should totally kill yourself so there'll be one less freak.'

'Oh well. She never did listen to us. But love, even he knows you're a freak. He saw your cuts. He saw what a monster you're. A monster who hurts herself. Who makes herself bleeds. Hmm, I wonder what he thinks of you now.'

And there was an explosion of laughter at the back.

Why don't you understand how much you mean to me?

Everyone keep saying I like him, but I don't. I'm gna keep telling myself that till I don't. (: I've never felt anything for anyone anymore. Really. It's better not caring. Not having any feelings for anyone. Having feelings for anyone means letting that person have the ability of hurting you.