You don't understand the constant battles I keep trying to win.

How did I turn out this way? I remember being so so happy. But life's cruel, fate's cruel. Life's only created to test all of us to see who's stronger and who's weaker. Who'll lost their sanity.

Voices, they are real. Those soft sounds you hear when you're at a completely quiet place. Everyone says its your imagination but no. If you hear closely, you'd hear the whispers. Of the past, present & future. But no voice is without a body. And when you start noticing 'em, they start noticing you.

I'm crazy aren't I. Sometimes I really think so. Like why do I even exist. I mean, look at me.

I deserve every fucking cuts I've given myself. I deserve all of this. I must have been sucha terrible person.

I don't understand why people fall for others. I don't understand why I'd fall for anyone. No one would love a girl who self harm. No one would ever love me. I'm too crazy for anyone to even consider me

I'm afraid I'd fall for you. I'm so afraid. Cause feelings is here to test you, to jur you whenever it gets a chance, to lead you on.