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And you pray everyday for the pain to go away but it never did ♥


Thursday, August 23, 2012

Got 17 for maths. Fucking 17 over 20.

I'm so useless and pathetic. I mean, after practicing for so damn long, I still can get 17. Lack of fucking 3 marks

Chinese? Lol. 23.5. Oral? Fail alr please. I'd wait for Chinese's marks to come back to see how many I've to cut.

Gna cut 3 times for maths. I fucking deserve it. I'm just so dumb. As always. No matter how much I study, still can fail (Y)

The voices are coming back. They are singing to me. Why can't everyone hear it but me? It's singing so loudly asking me to cut & die & starve yet no fucking one can hear it except me. How long has this been going on alr?

They say I got depression and anorexia. And that fucked up disease which allows me to hallucinate. Cool.

Those voices are real. You just have to hear carefully. Have to hear properly and you'd hear 'me singing to you.

Let's watch as she slowly fades away, as she slowly does.

They say they wouldn't leave
But they still did


Cheryl Baby'Piglet ♥

Don't underestimate the amount of pain someone must be in to drag a blade across their skin
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal
Love leaves a memory no one can steal

13March2013