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And you pray everyday for the pain to go away but it never did ♥


Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Am I this untrustable?

I hate it, I hate feeling worthless. I hate feeling so pathetic. I hate it.

'If you fall for him, tell me. I'd push him away from you.'
'Why?'
'You alr know the pain of liking someone who doesn't like you. Do you want to feel it again? Do you want to get hurt again?'

I allowed myself to get hurt again. I allowed myself to fall deeper. From today, I'll never like anyone. I'll force all feelings I get to go away. I'd rather have no feelings than to allow myself to get hurt again. I'm this selfish, yes. I don't want to feel the hurt again. Idw to cry anymore.

Why can't the first time the only time we fall in love is with the person we're meant to be with forever. Why?

Does being dead means you'll be happy?

Cause if being dead means you'll be happy, I wouldn't mind dying. Happiness is all I want. Nothing else.

They say they wouldn't leave
But they still did


Cheryl Baby'Piglet ♥

Don't underestimate the amount of pain someone must be in to drag a blade across their skin
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal
Love leaves a memory no one can steal

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The Past ♥

May 2012
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September 2012
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November 2012
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