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And you pray everyday for the pain to go away but it never did ♥


Tuesday, July 10, 2012




Phone spoiled in school today. Can't really text.

But it's not like I need it anyway, right? I mean, I text like only a guy. Okay, no, but still, I only care bout texting 1 person.

Every night, I would scroll up & read our messages of the day. But I won't be doing it today. Not cause I'm using a temp phone but cause we hardly even text today.

I don't know. We hardly even talk anymore. The thought of you leaving me scares me so much I can cry just thinking of it.

Yknow.. I should just push everyone away. I'm so fucking afraid they would leave me. & I would be left there alone. Like really really afraid...

So many people left me. What if all those people I love starts leaving me again? & I've to go through the same fucked up thing again?

Why is it that people can leave so easily? Despite all the promises & memories. Is it that easy to do it? Am I this worthless? That you can leave me so easily.

They say they wouldn't leave
But they still did


Cheryl Baby'Piglet ♥

Don't underestimate the amount of pain someone must be in to drag a blade across their skin
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal
Love leaves a memory no one can steal

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The Past ♥

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