Having a bbq party at EastCoastPark on Sunday.
'Is it okay to be jealous of your good friend?'
'No.'
Yes. I'm a horrible, fucked up friend. Yes I know.
Everytime I find myself hating you, I hate myself even more. Hating myself for being sucha horrible fucked up friend.
Yknow, I should really have no friends at all. I'm like sucha fucked up friend.
'I feel left out. Everyone has someone except me.'
'Look, I'm done listening to all of your fucked up problems.'
'I'm sorry...'
'K.'
Am I this annoying? Yea I guess so.... I won't tell anyone my problems any fucking more. I've to stop annoying people with my fucked up problems. I'm sorry.....
'Hi. I feel like we're drifting away. And idw to see us become strangers eventually.'
'What's the point?'
'What do you mean?'
'We can't be friends forever. People leave, people drift. Maybe it's our time.'
Maybe, my dear... If so, I just want to tell you I'm glad I met you. I'm glad we become friends. I'm glad we've so many memories. You'll always be in my memories. I'll never forget you. & I'll always be here for you if you need me. Even if you walk away, I'll still be here. I promise. Iloveyou.
Goodbye, my dear. Have a good life.
