I took some pics of myself. But well, the pics aren't with me. So nevermind.
Don't regret whatever you did, cause at that point of time, it's exactly what you wanted.
Wayne & I stopped talking again. Why am I not surprised?
It's like on & off. It's always like this. I'm speechless. He always says he'll be there for me & those shit but he never was.
Whenever I'm dying there, feeling so worthless, so pathetic. I had no one to talk to.
Okay, fine. I had Daniella & Athens & Shanya.
Everyone will leave eventually, won't they?
Maybe I should keep my guards up. Maybe I should trust no one cause everyone leaves right?
'I'll always be here for you'.
Why do I always hear this but no one seems to be able to prove it? Why do you even say it if you know you're just gna leave me once everyone start hating on me?
Do you know how many times you said it to me? & do you know how many times I believed in you?
Why do you always have to let me down? Why do you always say 'count on me' but in the end, where were you when I was crying? Having fun shopping?
I hope you understand one day, if I decided to completely no trust you anymore.
If you want me to trust you, at least give me a fucking reason to do so.
Don't use words, it no longer works. Use actions.
