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And you pray everyday for the pain to go away but it never did ♥


Thursday, June 21, 2012

It's really sad how people you know so well became people you knew

I hate it. I really do. I hate life. I mean, how the fuck do people leave you so easily? Esp those who keep tell you, you're important. I honestly don't understand.

Wayne, remember our memories? Remember our conversations? Remember me?

'I'll be here for you, to chase those voices away.'
'No. You'll leave, just like how everyone will.'
'No. I came back right? I always will.'

You said you'll come back. You said you'll be here for me always. Why did you lie? Why, Wayne? Tell me why...

I believed in you again & again. You lied to me again & again.

I'm gna ask you the same questions, Wayne. Am I that worthless? Am I so easy to leave?

I guess I am.

Yknow Wayne, you meant a lot to me. You still do. I'm so sorry I hurt you. I'm so sorry I talked to you. I'm so so sorry I existed in your life. Please understand I didn't mean it. I understand if you hate me. If I were you, I'd hate me too. I'm sorry, Wayne.

Goodbye Wayne. I'm glad I met you, I'm glad you were a part of my life. I'm glad we met. But people leave right? So, goodbye Wayne. & I love you. I've always love you. You were one of my closest friend. I care bout you. No, not like how I love or care bout him. & I'm so sorry I can never love or care for you like that.

I fell in love with the friendship we've.

Go to sleep & close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
You know the pain they've endured
Sliver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up before you drown
That moonlight shining of your tears
As you bleed out your worse fears
Whisper the cutters lullaby :
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
You don't have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife cause that's all you need
Rockabye baby, broken & scarred
You didn't know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain you hid so well
And down you go, baby
Straight back to hell.

They say they wouldn't leave
But they still did


Cheryl Baby'Piglet ♥

Don't underestimate the amount of pain someone must be in to drag a blade across their skin
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal
Love leaves a memory no one can steal

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The Past ♥

May 2012
June 2012
July 2012
August 2012
September 2012
October 2012
November 2012
December 2012
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