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And you pray everyday for the pain to go away but it never did ♥


Thursday, June 14, 2012

Replaced like it's my job.

I did it again, yesterday. Awesome.

I feel so.. Idk. The urge. It's asking me to do it. Do it till I fucking black out.

There was blood everywhere yesterday. The floor, the towel, it was all stain with blood. I couldn't do anything. I was so numb. I just lie there. Haha. Cool? For how long, I don't know.

My days without cutting turn back into 0. & I want to do it again.

I don't know.... I hate this. I really can't take any of this anymore. Crying again.

Forget it.

Let the blades be my best friend again.

























They say they wouldn't leave
But they still did


Cheryl Baby'Piglet ♥

Don't underestimate the amount of pain someone must be in to drag a blade across their skin
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal
Love leaves a memory no one can steal

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The Past ♥

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