Wengkit & Wayne texted me.

Saw Wengkit's tweets. Is he twofacing me again? I don't know. Life's a motherfucking bitch. I don't know. I wna trust him. But I'm afraid. Of getting backstabbed again.

Your life is like that because of the things you did. Not because you are innocent and suffering. Get them right.

You don't deserve this? Maybe you don't, this badly, jus look at the massive scale of things u did, u shouldn't expect a simple life ahead

I'm not trying to be mean but. All this? It's not just because of us, it's because of you yourself too, you really think you did nothing?

To be honest, idk what I did. LOL. & not that I'm guilty & I have something to hide, so I think these tweets are talking to me. Please, if I tweet something bout you, you'd konw.

Honestly, Wengkit. I would have believed you.. Totally if I didn't went to view your tweets. But look, I'm afraid. I really am. How can i not be afraid after all this? I don't know. You? You're scary. I'm sorry to say this.. I don't know who's the real you. I'm scared, Wengkit. To believe you & end up being backstabbed again.

Okay. Shall explain the whole Junie thing for the first time.

First misunderstanding : Yiling heard wrongly what Andy said. She heard that Andy said I wna break up Junie&Yiwen. She said she heard it during Dec.

Nope. She knew it since June. & no, I didn't said that. She heard wrongly

Second misunderstanding : Yiling used Andy's name. Andy not happy. Call Yiling scold her, Yiling think is I ask Andy call de.

Nope. I didn't. Yiwen&Yongmei both saw the texts. I didn't.

Third misunderstanding : idk alr la. LOL. I think is Shamin say I badmouth 'em & show 'em the texts?

Uh. Okay. This is the most confusing one. Yiwen told me, Junie has been twofacing me & don't like me for very long alr. So, yea. I bear with that. Then Junie start to imitate me, in an insulting way. Obviously pissed. So tell Shamin 'But it's a bit like backstabbing yknow?'. & that's all -__-'' Then after that I said 'they will tell me everyone will feel left out at times'. I didn't purposely said that. Yongmei told me that. I tried confiding in her. Yea. Idk. Maybe it's my fault, I said it in a too uh, accusing voice.

Yea. I guess it's everyone's fault? I mean, everyone's at fault. Misunderstanding are just tests of friendships. Yes, I realise that. Our friendship had too much misunderstandings. Instead of solving 'em & facing 'em together, we ran away from it. Trust? Just like everything else, it slowly fades.

Sorry, I'm not good enough. I never will be. I tried. But as usual, I failed.