Was really moody yesterday..
I wanted to blog again but then somethings, I can't type it.
Was really really numb yesterday, as in really. I couldn't think at all. Mad crazy.
Maybe, I'm not meant to be here.
Thought of suicide again.
If I die, Shanya don't have to worry bout Yiling getting angry with her. Right? So, 1.
Wengkit 'em insults would just end there, I won't be able to hear anything. So, 2.
Daniella 'em would cry.. So, minus 1.
No more quarrels with mum or anything. So, 2 again.
Anyway, even if I die, the sun would still be up, the moon would still be up, people would still live. So, what's the point?
I've never lost my obsession over death.