Sometimes I wonder who really cares & who are just curious. I don't know....
'He like Hazel'
'Hm.'
'He likes Hazel'
'I know. You now then know meh? How long alr siah?'
Guess Yien's right. (: Everyone's right. Hahaha.
Drank one can & cut again. I wish I can really get drunk & forget every fucking thing & be fucking happy & live in a fairytale where sadness don't exist.
God, just take me away alr. I'm tired of life. Can I go to Your kingdom? Can I stay with You? Will You please take me away? I've no more strength to deal with life. I'm very tired. God, is there anything else in this world for me? Can I please leave?
Why am I never good enough for anyone?
Oh I swear to you. I'll be there for you. This is not a drive by. Just a shy guy looking for a 2ply. Hefty bag to hold my love. When you move me everything is groovy. They don't like it, sue me. Mmm. The way you do me. Oh I swear to you. I'll be there for you. This is not a drive by
I wonder if anyone knows how it feels to hate yourself. To hate every inch of yourself. To want to change everypart of yourself.
Do you know how it feels? To feel like a freak. To feel so weird. No. You don't. I hate it.
It's okay... I wouldn't choose me too.
It's okay.. If I were someone else, I wouldn't choose me anyway. Honestly, who'd fall for me? I'm disgusting. I'm weird. I'm a freak. It's okay. I don't love myself anyway.
Keep your eyes open~
Andy. I'm missing you even more these days. Why? Why didn't you fight for me? Why did you not hold on? Why did you let go? Why? Why did you leave me alone? Why did you let me deal with all this myself? Why did you leave me?....
If you haven't leave me, we'd be together. I wouldn't fall for him. I wouldn't be tortured this badly. Everyone wants me to forget you, to move on from you. But once I did, I'd be tortured so badly. Look at how I am now. I fell for someone who don't feel the same way. Aren't I dumb? I miss you.
Honestly, Andy. I'm not happy. I miss you being there for me. I miss you talking to me on the phone. I miss you texting me. I miss you listening to all my emo talks. I miss you asking me to cheer up. I miss you giving advice. I miss you....
He's different from you. He's not the same as you. You? You're special. You were always there. You love me. You were mine. Him? He don't like me. He isn't & will never be mine. I hate it.
I'm sorry, Andy. I broke your promise. I cut. I'm sorry I fell for someone else. I'm sorry I no longer love you like before. I'm sorry..... I am sorry. Please don't blame me. I'm sorry.. Move on. I'm not good enough anymore. I don't deserve you anymore. Sorry... Find a pretty girl. Go on. Forget me..
You're scared. I can see it in your eyes. You're scared of being in love.