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And you pray everyday for the pain to go away but it never did ♥


Thursday, May 3, 2012

Sometimes I don't understand what I'm thinking. Yea. I'm crazy.

It's hurting again. And I remember yesterday, I cried so hard till I couldn't breathe properly. But.. when I dug my fingernails into my leg, deep into my leg, I could breath properly. The mother fucking hell is wrong with me. I tried it a few times. & when I dug my fingernails into myself, my breathing, from struggling to clearly. Scary, how pain actually scares people but save me.

Isabel 'em don't understand what pain does to me, it saves me. Fuckyea. Okay, I'm scared of myself. I'm scared one day, I'd just kill myself unknowingly. It hurts.

Well, love? Fuck it. It destroys friendship. I wish I'd never love again. How young are we now? 14. Love? It's like sucha foreign thing to me. Despite how easily I say I love someone.

They say they wouldn't leave
But they still did


Cheryl Baby'Piglet ♥

Don't underestimate the amount of pain someone must be in to drag a blade across their skin
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal
Love leaves a memory no one can steal

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The Past ♥

May 2012
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November 2012
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