Just found out Yiwen's in a relationship.
I'm jealous... Really really jealous.
I wna be this sweet with you too, I wna be able to send sweet texts to you, I want to be the reason of your smiles & laughter, I wna call you mine, I wna tell you iloveyou everyday, I wna be near you everyday, I wna hold your hand everyday, I wna hug you everyday, I wna kiss you everyday.
But I don't have a chance, do I?
I wish I do....
Is it time to talk bout us?
I wish.
'You don't have to feel pressured into dating me. I know how you feel towards me. I won't look for you anymore. Goodbye'
'No. Come back. I love you.'
'Really?'
'Yes.'
I'm jealous of all the sweet couples around me. Lucky people. Last long. (:
'I'm sorry we're no longer together.'
'It's okay.'
'Please stay strong. Please never ever give up on yourself. Please be happy. Please always smile. Please stop crying. Please be strong enough to get through all of this'
I'm sorry I'm not strong enough...
I wna be that girl you love. I really want to be that lucky girl....
'You know he won't ever be your's, why don't you give up?'
'Cause I can't. No matter how hard I try. I try to erase him. I try to forget him. But I've fallen too deep. & I don't know why.'
If you had one chance, would it be me?
Really disappointed in my results today.
Although I amazingly managed to get an A1, but still.. English & Science..
I just passed English. As in literally just passed it. Even Kymberly got better than me. Even Kymberly. How much did I drop....
Science, studying for fucking days & I just got 51. Fifty fucking 1. Can you believe that? Fucked up... I'm so dumb.
How could I score so low? Just how? Fuck my life, can. What in the fucking world... Really really disappointed in myself.
'I don't know when this started. But now, I can't live without you'
I wonder when I started falling for you. I wonder.
You've to understand, you're everything to me.
210520120238 ; Rightfully Shanya's.
Would one day, we've a date of our own? Maybe... Nah.
I don't know how to stop loving you.