I wonder if it's funny to you guys, to see someone slip into depression yknow? It must be.
'Two faced slut, bitch, mind fucking bitch, slut'
Every name you've called me, a cut will be made.
Bottom 30%. I should just die, then I'd stop being sucha fucking failure.
Position 27? Oh. Okay. Cool.
I hate it. I hate feeling like this. Fuckmylife. I should just fuck off from this world.
I don't know. I'm dying. I feel like I'm drowning.. I can't breathe. I'm sorry, but one day, soon, I'll say goodbye to this world. I wonder when that day will come.
Maybe one day, I'd be in that much pain to take my life. I'm sorry.. When that day comes, I'll make everyone I love hates me. Then I'd be able to leave easily. Then they'd accept the fact I'm leaving better.
I've to cherish all my memories now..
I can't deny it, but I know you'd be the one who can save me.
Hahaha. I can imagine my death. I can.... When that day comes, will be the day I stop fighting this fucking war inside of me.
I'll be brave. I'll be strong. I'll not give up. I hope I can...
You guys wish I won't cut. But please, help me wish I'd have the strength to live on.
It's okay, I'll be okay. I'll be..
You must believe in yourself.
Things I want people to know if I ever die. Please, let 'em know if anything happens to me, okay? I'm gna write a letter to someone everyday. A different person. (:
