Cried in school.
Fucked up. No one knew, no one cared, no one saw.
Beautiful girl. She committed suicide, she tried telling people how it felt. People who comment didn't tried telling her to stay strong. Most of 'em even encourage her to commit suicide. She attempted suicide on 29 April 2012. She was pronounced brain dead & her parents pronounced her dead on 3 May 2012.
Olivia, rest in peace. (: You're beautiful. (: <3 You're so strong, for 6 years. 6 years.. You should have never been bullied. You should still be alive. To see the number of people who cares. You should be...
No one deserves to get bullied, to be bullied.
People should fucking think before they say anything. Look at the fucking amount of people who's being bullied now. How would you know if you're the last person to push someone to the edge? Honestly, is bullying that fun? Are you that mother fucking perfect to insult someone? No. Fuckno.
'She's ugly, she's fat, she's fucked up'. If you wna say, say. I admit, I judge too. But don't fucking say it in someone's face. Esp, on the internet. Do you guys ever think before clicking 'send'? Do you guys ever consider that person's feelings?
Is it really that fun? To push someone to cut, starve, puke? No. Cutting's stupid? Cutting's cowardly? Yknow what's stupid? What's cowardly? Pushing someone till they cut, starve or puke. Bullying someone till they do that.
Does doing that makes you feel better? If it does, then you're such a mother fucking coward that should just fucking shut the fuck up.
Look, another girl being bullied till she committed suicide. She's so beautiful. Rest in peace, Kayla. (:
The amount of people bullied are fucking scary. Please stop...
So much blood lost over words that can't be taken back
I know how it feels. To be suicidal, to cut, to starve. I do..
'She's fat. She squeeze her fats into that skirt so her waist is smaller'
Yea. That's why I eat 1 meal a day. I may lie & say I don't care. But anyone would. Imagine your used to be closest friends say this bout you.
'Fake beauty. She's ugly.'
Yes, I know that. That's why I hate myself. I hate my looks. If I can, I'd change everything bout me. I can understand why no one loves me, why no one cares, why I'm so easily replaced. Cause if I'm 'em, I'd do the exact same thing. I don't love myself, I can understand why people don't.
'She cuts herself. She's just being an attention seeker'
Nah. You guys have no idea what it feels like. Honestly? No one does. Unless you've been addicted, unless you cut yourself like every fucking day, how would you feel? What, you guys cut once or twice, 10 lines? Me? You all saw my cuts. You all felt it. You all did nothing. Maybe, I'm not worth help at all. Maybe that's why..
It only got worse.
Wayne, you promised. You'd be there, you'd come back even if everyone else leaves, you'd make my future nice. But look. You aren't even here. When I'm crying. Look who's here instead. No one. I thought you promised? I thought you meant it. Look like you're just like everyone else. You were a really good friend to me. But just like everyone else, you left me. You believed others when I needed you the most. I treated you like an older brother. I trusted you. Who knows? Maybe, you've alr told all my secrets to everyone else. I honestly don't know. Cause look, I'm sad over the loss of you. You? You're fucking happy.
'I'm sorry.. I'll change'
'She thought you are different. She thought you're not like the rest of 'em. But in the end, you're exactly like 'em.
You'll change? You've alr hurt her so much. What's the point? The damage's done'
'I'm sorry..'
'Wayne, yknow, you could have been the one of the most important people in her life? Could have.'
'Do you think she's gna forgive me? :/'
'I don't know. I don't know if I can ever tell her 'Please trust Wayne again' '
I don't know too, Wayne. I want to trust you. I want us to be the past. To be good friends. But, I realise. You don't care. Not a single bit at all.
'Don't cut for me anymore...'
Don't cut for you anymore? Stop giving me a reason to then. I believed you. I fucking did. I thought you'd be there. I trusted you. I don't trust a lot of people. I cried over him. You were there. But when I'm being bullied. You? You stand on the other side, not doing anything at all.
You want me to stop cutting, but why? I don't have a reason to.
If you ever think of suicide, please listen to this & stay strong. It might be hard now, but I'm sure, hard times will pass.
Play it, see the play button. Press it.
Cutting's no fucking joke.